If you write anything that goes beyond your own desk, you’ll know this rollercoaster. Sometimes, maybe, it gives you a little thrill and you’re keen to jump on board. Mostly, you’re reluctant but resigned to it (‘Here we go again’). And, in my experience, there’s nothing we can do to avoid it.
Of course, everyone will have a different rollercoaster. A different process, different pain points, different emotional triggers. I’m an occasional writer (it’s not my main job), and between working on non-fiction, fiction, and academic writing, I have to do a lot of mindset switching. But the consistency of my experience with editing gives me a sneaking suspicion that there are lots of similarities between my rollercoaster and other people’s too.
So, as I finally sat down to edit the book chapter I’ve been sitting on for six months, I realised that maybe I can give myself a map for what was coming next, to help manage the lurches, and maybe even to enjoy the work instead of feeling trapped and shaken. Join me, on this rollercoaster of a rollercoaster, and tell me whether any of it feels…